(Love Notes*)
Those were some of the last words I heard from the Boo before he went into training over a week ago. We've been through three years and countless days without communication, and you know, it never gets any easier. Truth be told, we haven't been together through a deployment yet, but it's on the horizon.
The hope is that our wedding will keep me too busy planning to really miss him. But I don't think it will end up working like that. To be honest, I suspect that it will be much like this, but worse. I have this feeling that something is missing from my life. And with that something missing, there is this enormous silence that I can't shake. And I'm a little more anxious about everything, especially the countdown to our reunion.
This isn't to say that I don't have a life, and I don't have friends. Because in the end, the relationships I have with the people around me is an enormous help. But it may be this blog that makes each day go by faster (that's the only thing I want right now), and gives me the opportunity to focus my thoughts on our future (yahoo!).
I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you to everyone who has taken the time to read about our wedding(s). There is much, much more to come.
* If you see a photo that you recognize, please let me know so I can credit the work.
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